(This comes from the 30 Days of Truth meme, an ongoing blogging project that I hoped to finish by the end of the year…maybe by the end of January?)
Day #29 - Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Throughout this journey of days of truth alongside a dark episode of depression, I know what I want to change.
I am sick and tired of procrastinating about things I fear doing. Things like learning to snowshoe on my own, starting the diabetes support group, talking on the phone with customers or friends or whoever, learning to drive.
I make excuses. I try to bargain with myself why I should just keep avoiding these things.
No more excuses. No more bargaining. Let’s just attack these anxiety issues and start living a real life.
I don’t expect changes overnight. I don’t expect that I’ll ever be fully free of anxiety. But I need to start living the way I portray myself online – a rather confident person. Otherwise, I’m just lying to everyone.
Yes, but – one anxiety at a time my friend!
Pick an easy one – snowshoeing.
Or better yet, maybe I’ll give you a call this weekend :)!