The twenty-ninth truth.

(This comes from the 30 Days of Truth meme, an ongoing blogging project that I hoped to finish by the end of the year…maybe by the end of January?)

Day #29 - Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Throughout this journey of days of truth alongside a dark episode of depression, I know what I want to change.

I am sick and tired of procrastinating about things I fear doing.  Things like learning to snowshoe on my own, starting the diabetes support group, talking on the phone with customers or friends or whoever, learning to drive.

I make excuses.  I try to bargain with myself why I should just keep avoiding these things.

No more excuses.  No more bargaining.  Let’s just attack these anxiety issues and start living a real life.

I don’t expect changes overnight.  I don’t expect that I’ll ever be fully free of anxiety.  But I need to start living the way I portray myself online – a rather confident person.  Otherwise, I’m just lying to everyone.

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One Response to The twenty-ninth truth.

  1. colleen says:

    Yes, but – one anxiety at a time my friend!
    Pick an easy one – snowshoeing.
    Or better yet, maybe I’ll give you a call this weekend :)!


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